Thousand Needle

You'll need a thousand of love to realize that only one love is enough

But you'll just need one needle to realize that a thousand needle hurt like crazy

Read this and you'll feel relieved

I found it hard to live my life

I found it sad to remember how much failure I had made all this time

I found you with another girl I knew

Should I end my life like this?

But why?

Just because nothing going right  and I fall into a slump?

No way!, My mind scream like that

When I still can breath, That means I'll have all the chances in the world

That means many doors waiting for me to open it

That means lots of people support me to win over the devil

Should I kick all the obstacle far far away?

Should I remind myself how much precious I am than what people think?

Yes, I should!

Why must I cry when you found another love out there? You must be joking! You're not even worth me at all! There's thousands, no, a million man out there and among them, there must be a man who love me unconditionally!

Why must I cry? I should laugh. Out loud.

Why must I hung myself when I make a thousand failure! Everybody makes mistake! Not even a single person can escape from mistakes! So I'll acknowledge myself while I'm doing many mistakes, because thats what makes me strong and wise.

I feel better now! I feel much more ready! Lets celebrate our day with laugh and high-spirit in every problem we face. 

Love always, 

EFU 

Alone Notes

we came in this world alone.

we leave this world alone.

so when someone told you that they'll be with you together forever that's a lie. totally lie. 

I have no words anymore to describe how I feel

I have no words for you.



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except this

I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!!