I know how hard it is to hold on to something so fragile like we have all this time
We try to be okay but all thats left from masking the truth is another suffer and lost
We knew how much we have to pay for being together
We knew we will never be in peace unless we die
As long as we live we will never found it
You know it as well as I do
Why we were so stubborn as to patch things together just to make everythings right?
We knew there will never be something right happened after all thats past
Why dont we start believing the truth and not try to runaway from it?
I know that by doing this,
I am the one who will cry and hurt more
I know by decide to be with you,
I will face the only truth I've been denied
The truth that I love you. Im so into you.
Im so unbelievably fallin' love with you and thats the last thing in earth I want to realize.
Just tell me we'll be okay like this. Just tell me that Im not making the same mistake every minute and every second like I have in the past. Just whisper it to me very slowly until I cant feel anything except your heavy and warm breath.
I know I've been in this hell-out circle for too long. I've been breathed this poisoning air far too much, keep it in my heart far too deep and abandoned it in my mind far too long. This feelings become an illness. I know thats what happened to you too. We both sick with each other and ourselves but still can't let go what we haven't been started.
I know theres no future.
I know it for a long time.
I just want everybody to know that this what loves do to you.
Just stupid awful and horrible things.
