Selasa, 17 Februari 2015

I Told You We Are Lovers

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Dont pull that line between us
We are lovers
When you decide you will pull that line, it will ruin you and me, it will ruin everything
It will ruin the love we have

I can be a soldier, but I wont fight for our love if you dont want me to hold out
I can be a doctor, but I wont cure this ill feeling if you dont want me to heal

Somehow I lost in your sad deewy eyes, trying not to look at me, your lips tighten and my hearts bleedin’.
We are not strangers but I dont feel like Im invited anymore
We are a lovers but I dont feel like you like that idea anymore

And somehow I know Im the clown here
Im the silly one
And you laugh out loud, maybe because Im not good enough, maybe because you know someone will come and stole your heart away

Somehow I lost in your deep excuses, your scream and shout, your terrible smile when you finally pull that line between us

“We’ll remain friends. “

I lift my head up and your face suddenly blew up.
The empty bullet falls crazily into the floor.
My hands trembling hard and I whisper my last goodbye,

“I told you dont ever, ever, ever pull that line ..”

Big Question

Someone may kill for the sake of peaceful life
Someone may kill for the pride of a country
Someone may kill for the love of their life

Someone may live for the devil inside their heart
Someone may live for the pain they cause
Someone may live for the agony and doubt

What will I die for?
Now, what did I live for?

Some people says that not every people can do something big and end it beautifully
But some people also says that not every people can accept their own mistakes and still live positively

Some people lead their lives big enough to be called a hero
Some others shittin’ their own lives by killin’ every chances they encountered

I do wonder,
And some of you actually wondering, too.

Do we live as we want it, do we live as who we are, do we mean something in this life?
Will we die with ease, will we die with a smile in our faces, will we die meaningfully?

I start think about it.
And I know all of you too.