Deathly Kiss

There's no heart as white as snow.

but I know one who never be as black as a raven's wings

That is my mother.

When her hands touching me, my consciousness has become alive

Bring back colors to my palette

Spread love through every open window in my heart

She would kiss me on the cheek, then once again on the forehead before she goes

To wherever place she went

I dont know what that place is, but my father knows

And because of that my mother suffering

One time I can't stand still anymore, I punch my father hard right on his face

But it's just like a mosquito's bite to him

His true colors reveal itself

A demon.

My mother try so hard to protect me but that's just a beggining of a real chaos

My father pull her hair and smack her 'till I dont recognize her anymore

Only a long shrieking scream comes aloud that night

Nothing else heard.

That's how I lose her.

Now, I remember how that night before she goes to another man's place, she kiss me on my lips. With her red lips, Bloody red, She whispered something to my ear,

"Be good, young girl. Let this kiss always remain in your lips."

 I lick it,

Trying to taste my mother's presence

It's salty

It's the taste of my own tears.