Humour

My ex-boyfriend is married.

How is that funny?

My ex-boyfriend talk about me behind my back.

How is that funny?

My ex-boyfriend is friends with my bestfriend.

How is that normal?

My ex-boyfriend is seeing my ex-boyfriend.

How is that?

My past life is a humour itself.

That's why you all laugh.

'Cause you cant laugh at your own problem and misery. 'Cause you're all a coward who's trickin' yourself into thinking that your own life is perfectly fine.

How now? 

Isn't that funny?

Next Best Thing

Call me. Now. So I can see the northern light fly with the southern wind.  So I can touch that two sides of your face and mind.

Hug me. Now. Please, please, please, I beg you. So when this love melt away, I can still feel you in my arms, shoulder and cheek.  Although it isn’t for long. You will make a right decision, although it isn’t gonna reach any peak.

Darling,

I sure gonna be your next best thing.

Darling, hey you, yes you, darling,

Come on and sit with me. Let me stay true to myself, even when this world torn apart and theres nobody left.

Darling, I am your sun and moon.

I am your white horse and your prince.

I am your Aurora and Maleficent.

I am yours.

I sure gonna be your next best thing. Just wait and see. I am the stars on your empty black skies. I am the water flowing on your big giant mountain. I am the one who’ll make your world full of adventure and madness. Yes, I am.

Darling,

Let me slip in you. Dont lock me out in here. I wanna go through straight to your heart. This is my idea of loving. I have to be in you, my scent, my mind, my heart, it has to be plant deep in you.

Because Im your next best thing.  

Unspoken Words

I have so many words in my mind, I just couldn’t plug it out from my head.  I have so many things going on in my consciousness, I just couldn’t sleep soundly

It’s so hard to lettin’ you go

You’re kind, nice and funny

My heart say goodbye since a long time ago

But this ego just don’t accept it easily

I have so many work, Im so excited. I love what Im workin’ on, Im so blessed.

-          It excites me much,

Until I lose all the energy to face the truth that Im not always the winner in the race

I have so many lie, I look at myself with regret. I have so many passion, I still look at myself with lots of regret.

-          It’s  full of chances,

To be honest and finally live along in reality

But we can’t live happily with it,

Once everyone learn who am I and what Im really are

I have so many love. I know it.

Although maybe now I feel like fate always turned me down and torn me apart,

Though now I feel very worse and absurd,

Though your existence slowly gone into ashes,

Though my life is intertwined in such a melodrama,

I know this all the best I can have for now.

And that’s enough.

So although there's no words left between us now, I just wanna say goodnight. And sleep tight.