Unspoken Words

I have so many words in my mind, I just couldn’t plug it out from my head.  I have so many things going on in my consciousness, I just couldn’t sleep soundly

It’s so hard to lettin’ you go

You’re kind, nice and funny

My heart say goodbye since a long time ago

But this ego just don’t accept it easily

I have so many work, Im so excited. I love what Im workin’ on, Im so blessed.

-          It excites me much,

Until I lose all the energy to face the truth that Im not always the winner in the race

I have so many lie, I look at myself with regret. I have so many passion, I still look at myself with lots of regret.

-          It’s  full of chances,

To be honest and finally live along in reality

But we can’t live happily with it,

Once everyone learn who am I and what Im really are

I have so many love. I know it.

Although maybe now I feel like fate always turned me down and torn me apart,

Though now I feel very worse and absurd,

Though your existence slowly gone into ashes,

Though my life is intertwined in such a melodrama,

I know this all the best I can have for now.

And that’s enough.

So although there's no words left between us now, I just wanna say goodnight. And sleep tight.