Rabu, 08 Oktober 2014

I Bet My Husband

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I bet my husband is cheatin’ me

I bet he is

He smells like some rose and lemongrass perfume, I know it, I wear the same kind

I bet he cheatin’ me with some cabaret girl

Sometimes I found a frilly underwear that looks like mine in his pocket

I know it, I once work as cabaret girl, too

I bet he bought her a new red lipstick

I bet he is

Because I found the red mark on his collar

I know that of course, I have the same red lipstick

What I dont know is that my husbands is really not cheatin’ me
He just never loved me
He said he wear it all for himself
He said sorry a thousand times and then left

I bet my husband found a new husband, now.
I bet he is. 

Twenty Something


Im 23 years old and my life about to turn around into something unbelieveable
Im 23 years old and yet I feel so old at heart but young at mind
Im 23 years old and Im still learning how to be a good human being
Im 23 years old and sometimes I just dont want this year to leave me

Im 2 or 3 years old when my father starts beatin’ me, and he beat me good
At first, it was just a small smack in my cheek, then it grows bigger everytime
Im 23 years old when I realize how my life is really messed up

Im 8 or 11 years old when my childhood friends told me that wearin’ a skirt is not allowed
He loose it off when I played around in his room
Im 23 years old when I realize that he’s my own brother from different mother

Im 15 or 16 when I have my first kiss
We make it out in my boyriend’s car, after he drive her girlfriends home
Im 23 years old when I know that he just raped her inside the same car that night

Im 20 when I got into the college I want
Im 21 when I drop out from the college I want
Im 22 when I got into the boring job
Im 23 when I realize Im just an ultra trash

And soon I’ll be 24
I hold my breath and cry
A big dark hole never filled within’ me
Never.   

Moon's Tale

I sometimes look at the window, and realize that the moon has already gone

Where would it gone, I wonder

It must be sad and lonely for it to stay up all night long while everyone in the world is walk away into dream instead

Oh, how? How can we leave the moon cry alone?

This world is in chaos
Sun is dominate the world, the earth become as hot as the sunlight itself
People start to wish that moon comes early, even when the sky is still so bright
The moon grant that wishes, and eventually come up ahead of time, break the rules of the universe just so that it can see people’s smile while looking up to the sky

Oh, our naive moon, our innocent moon

Human is greed

Manipulate by the human greed, the moon never give up it thrones to anyone. Even if it’s day or night, the moon always there. Side by side with the sun. Although sun never say anything, it knows that soon human greed will comes to an end because of the one they thought was a friend.

Oh, and there it is, the moon shines alone. The sun has leaves into a new planet. The earth is now dark, dull and empty land. People have moved into the red surface, where they can runaway from moon.

The moon braise a big giant wave to the whole world. The tide destroy everything. And human greed leaves only a name. Lining in the silver dew. Over the grass of green and the sky of blue.

And my dream woke me up

A glass of water fill my thirst and I can hear a really soft whisper callin’ me

The window is open, the wind breaking through into the room

The moon is gone. Again. And I realize it’s morning already.

Until now, That whisper still amuse me sometimes
‘Why? Why you all leave me alone?’