Choices

I have a choice,

Do I want to be a bitch

Or I want to bitch any other girls

I chose the first choice

Since I already choose it, I have to live my life like a bitch

But indeed, when you really have faith in something, it turn around becoming a disaster 

I usually did something out of the blue

But now, I want to live my life normally so my parents will rest assured

But it turns out becoming a disaster. Again.

So I stop having faith.

I stop believing.

I stop wondering.

I stop saying Im dreaming.

I dont intend to make a choice anymore.

Since I dont have one anymore in my life.