Pressure

Been a while..

I've been in this horrible feelings for a while.

"When will you stop acting all straight and sound?"

"What will happen when your dream is the one thats killing you right now?"

"What if it's all just an empty promises?"

"What if the world you believe in right now is so fake until you couldn't tell it is fake?" 

"You're mess up."

"Do you .. know it?"

I do! For god sake, I do know!

I do know that I'm in such a mess and no one will help me except myself!

And what will those questions do for me? Nothing. Im still left alone without answer. Then what should I do? Cry? Blaming myself? Why would I do that?

I know I've gotta fix it as soon as possible or there will be nothing left except pain and desperation.

I just need time. Let me do it my ways. 

We all walk in the same darkness,

We just deal with it in different ways.

You gotta accept it. Im never gonna be your light and you'll never gonna be my light..