An Adult

You dont have any choices, if you want to live as an adult.

You have to fool yourselves. You have to lie to your consciousness. You have to act like your life is fine and so everything’s gonna be fine. Tomorrow is a new day.

And it’s so hard.

To be able to lie to your heart is so hard.

Because at that deepest part of you, lie won’t get through. Only truth will remains, safe and sound.

And I am still learning on how to be a much more, better person than I am right now.

And I’ll still learn until the day I die.